I am sad today… or pissed off, or furious, or just tired… And I feel like I should not bore any of my friends with this (based on the principle that I am the one responsible and nobody should be the recycle bin for my feelings, right?)… It is not important, it doesn’t matter… And it will just go away… So I just need to be patient and wait a little… or maybe cry a little… and forget about some things/some people… And believe that I am strong enough to deal with this (life?/emptiness?) by myself… I don’t need anybody to give me a hug and to tell me “everything will be fine”… It is just a mood, it is not the end of the world and it is not the reality… you get it? so what is it?